Berpikir Maaf

aku hanya berpikir kamu adalah orang baik
hanya orang baik yang sedang mencoba baik
menolong setiap orang yang membutuhkan bantuan
tidak salah kan?

maaf,
entah kenapa ada sesak maaf menggelitik
tanpa tau tujuan untuk apa maaf terucap
tapi, tatap saja aku ingin berkata maaf
untuk semua kebaikan yang kuacuhkan

kepada mu yang telah baik
yang mungkin terlanjur baik
namun semua kebaikan itu seolah hampa
tak berarti apa-apa untuk ku

maaf,
sungguh maaf ingin ku ucap
tapi untuk apa?
untuk menolak kebaikan mu kah?
untuk sekedar meminta?
atau untuk hal lain yang tak bisa ku sebutkan?

My Goals

as the first child in the family, it is my duty to set a good example for my younger sister. That’s way, I’m also required to be the best. in the way of choosing a goals, since I was a child I wanted to be successful. rich people who have a lot of houses, companies, money, just to make my parents happy.

however, by many education and experience are given by father. Since last year I changed my bow to be an entrepreneur, seems like my father. not become a follower. only after I undergo various trainings and also exhibits about entrepreneurship, for some reason, wanted to be an entrepreneur flavors continues to grow.

in other ways, being an entrepreneur is not too burdensome. I able to set my own schedule, set when I had to work or stop. anticipation, if one day I become a housewife, I do not have to leave my job. because they can divide the working time with the family.

I know, it is not easy to be a true entrepreneur. even my dad took a dozen years to become a businessman. but, it all also because my father never attended training programs and guidance as well. antiquity, less government business program glances, always emphasizing politics. but, now it's been a lot of training from the government to learn to be a businessman. Hence also, the stronger my desire to become an entrepreneur.

Opinion About President Candidate

I actually was not the type of person who knows how to assess or challenge others respond. however, these are my response about the 2014 Indonesian presidential candidates

Lt. Gen. (ret.) Prabowo Djojohadikusomo H. (born in Jakarta, October 17, 1951, age 62 years) is a businessman, politician, and former Army officer. He was educated and military career path for 28 years before working in business and politics. Together Hatta Rajasa, he ran for the 7th President of Indonesia in Indonesian presidential election in 2014.

I think as a presidential candidate, pack enough prabowo first goverment career. however, only the military field, the rest he spend more time to his business career. with her sister, sir prabowo began his career as a business manager of the paper, and sekrang already have 7 companies in Indonesia and abroad.

a pair of Bung Hatta, sir prabowo less active priceless. the words he spoke were impressed and that's all just a learning process. besides the controversy about him also began to appear. start of the maneuver when the new order, conflict with LB moderani, until allegations of human rights violations.

Joko Widodo or Jokowi (born in Surakarta, Central Java, June 21, 1961, age 53 years) is Indonesian politician and Governor of Jakarta. He is a former mayor of Surakarta (Solo) from 2005 to 2012 was accompanied by FX Hadi Rudyatmo as deputy mayor. Two years while undergoing a period both in Solo, Jokowi appointed by his party, the Indonesian Democratic Party of Struggle (PDI-P) to enter the election with Jakarta Governor Basuki Tjahaja Purnama (Ahok).

Since elected as governor, his popularity soared and he continued into the media spotlight. as a governor, Mr. Jokowi considered capable setle down some problems, and active work. He is not the type of people who talk a lot. most of the time used to work. As a result, the discourse appears to make a presidential candidate for the Indonesian presidential election in 2014. Additionally, the survey results indicate that the name Jokowi continue underdog. At first, the Chairman of the PDI-P, Megawati Sukarnoputri declared that he will not announce Presidential Candidate PDI-P until after the election 9 April 2014. However, on March 14, 2014, Jokowi has received a mandate from Megawati to go forward as a presidential candidate from the PDI-P, three weeks before the election and two days before the campaign.

however, because it was also a lot of people who had empathy and support into a switch sides. because Mr. Jokowi judged not keep its promise to be the governor of Jakarta for 5 years.

My English skill

I do not know where to start to tell you about my english language skills. because, in my opinion, my ability in this area for granted. Sometimes, maybe I could speak the English language, but, according to my tutor, I only can speak. but, for the rules of the language, I am still very messy and silly.

this is evident by a few tests I've ever done. Sometimes, I get higgest score in terms of listening and speaking, but, in terms of reading and sentence correction, I was impressed far below my friend. it is also the underlying me to continue to learn the English language.

start take a course, listening to various songs english to watch movies without translation. however, it still takes time, so I can be more fluent in the use of the English language.

the rest, I do not know anymore where my excess in the English language.

Lirik Lagu BARU by Tulus

Tak perlu kau ajak aku bicara
Tak akan pernah ku mendengar-nya
Ini aku yang dulu bahkan tak dapat sebelah dengar dari telingamu

Tak perlu pesolek berwangi bunga
Tak akan mampu luluhkan hatiku
Ini aku yang dulu bahkan tak dapat sebelah mata dari pandanganmu

(Reff)
Nikmatilah kejutanku
Ini aku yang baru
Nikmatilah rasa rindu
Tak lagi di kuasamu

Tak perlu gelitik aku tertawa
Tak lagi kulihat ada yang lucu
Ini aku yang dulu namanya terus jadi sisipan tiap leluconmu

(Reff 2x)

Dari dulu kamu tau
Patuh aku demi kamu
Dulu lalu tinggal dulu
Inilah aku yang baru

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Lirik lagu SEPATU By TULUS

Kita adalah sepasang sepatuSelalu bersama tak bisa bersatuKita mati bagai tak berjiwaBergerak karena kaki manusia
Aku sang sepatu kananKamu sang sepatu kiriKu senang bila diajak berlari kencangTapi aku takut kamu kelelahanKu tak masalah bila terkena hujanTapi aku takut kamu kedinginan
Kita sadar ingin bersamaTapi tak bisa apa-apaTerasa lengkap bila kita berduaTerasa sedih bila kita di rak berbedaDi dekatmu kotak bagai nirwanaTapi saling sentuh pun kita tak berdaya
Ku senang bila diajak berlari kencangTapi aku takut kamu kelelahanKu tak masalah bila terkena hujanTapi aku takut kamu kedinginan
Kita sadar ingin bersamaTapi tak bisa apa-apaKita sadar ingin bersamaTapi tak bisa apa-apaTerasa lengkap bila kita berduaTerasa sedih bila kita di rak berbedaDi dekatmu kotak bagai nirwanaTapi saling sentuh pun kita tak berdaya
Cinta memang banyak bentuknyaMungkin tak semua bisa bersatu

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